rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
8.27.2007
-6:33:00 PM
my exam's coming! so scary, but i'm kind of anticipating it ah. i wonder what it will be like giving a 35 min performance on stage. woohoo. frankly speaking i'm stressed, and worried. you may think its no big deal playing on stage for just two people, but if you know the components i swear you will freak out and pee in your pants, lahfor those who are interested, my repetoire is as follows:Sonata in C Kp 308, 309 Domenico ScarlattiSonata in C Op 10 No.1 Ludwig van BeethovenRhapsodie in G minor Op 79 No. 2 Johannes BrahmsPrelude l and ll George Gershwini want that cert! and i need it. I commit everything into your hands Lordtoday's english was okay. though my section 2 of paper one is abit screwed. i didnt write my one liner conclusion la! because i used up the time to write my name. darn, i thought no extra time would be given to write name la!because that time physics practical i got scolded for writing my name after 'pens down'. 'is that paper so difficult you cant write your name within the time limit?' yakyakyak yah, back to story. SIGHS!): but i was quite satisfied with part one though(: wrote something abt handbell. hmmsrandom: i think channel 8 7pm drama show is quite nice(: tmr's hmt, hope i understand the qtn. RMB TO BRING CHINESE DICTIONARY!:Dhope your GP was fine
8.23.2007
-8:32:00 PM
i'm sorry
i didnt mean for things to turn out this way
the gaping hole is the last thing i ever want to happen to the both of us
i nvr meant to hurt you
i guess i was afraid of the same things happenening again
i guess i chickened out
you mean alot to me, but things will nvr be the same again
i cry.'the tap that nvr runs dry'i doubt anyone understands, nobody was there for me anyway, maybe there was but i couldnt bring myself to admit the things i have done.
i doubt God will forgive me,
let alone you.
8.02.2007
-10:34:00 PM
just a quick update, i'm really bushed):
today was lotsa fun
sus,syikin,nish and me aka COOLIO GANG had a blast during rollerblading during PE. the guy was damn weird he kept making weird comments and talked super slowly. and lewis is not much better, so ungentlemanly, boooos.(runs away from muhaina,HAHA) anw, we were doing damn united COOLIO STUFF like holding pinkies and blading(HAH!) and saying 'steady ah' after doing a successful scissor and roll and heel stop. sounds chim?actually its only 4 very basic steps.HAHAHAH
after sch had emaths mock paper, then ndp rehearsal which was a drag, then went back to class to practise the dance for buzz at canteen((:
ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE :D :Dsong is darn fun. and our steps are super spastic and retarded. shoot. throw face, but it's super entertaining!ahha, must clap okay(: (jaanani and sangeeta, if u buy onions, i'll.. i'll RUN AFTER YOU AND THROW THEM BACK AT YOU!) hoho it feels better now, HAHA
me and muhaina are so damn well co-ordinated:D:D:D 'i'm in love, i'm in love. i'm in love,i'm in love!' the actions so funny! HAHA, lucky we're not performing during lower sec recess, or i'll die of embarassment
we left sch arnd 6.30 and went with sus and syikin to buy retro stuff and presents(: was trying to practise our dance steps in the train and because of space and 'face' constraint, we decided to just practise the hand movements. gosh, we looked stupid and what more with blasting our song out of my phone, we look like lians in cedar uniform.conpletely out of place.shit, haha. pple were like staring and looking amused. (haha sus! i like the 'hand shaker' part!hoho!)
reached ps and we walked like damn fast and finally stopped at 77th street and bought COOLIO SHADES, which we're gonna wear tmr. susmitha looked damn 60s, as if she was gonna go ride a bike or smth.haha. and syikin bought these shades which she looked very james-bonded in.haha! and i finally found a pair which suits my face shape, and doesnt make my face look 200% rounder.woots
prayer list:
-pray for my dad to get well
-more discipline
-do qt everyday
-have early nights
-pray for the korean missionaries, pray that God will strengthen their mind and keep their faith strong within them
