rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
12.30.2006
-1:01:00 AM
have been MIA-ing for quite some time, thinking abt many things which happened this year
2006 is coming to a close, i'm happy to say that i learned alot this yr, making new friends, taking up new challenges, and facing persecutions in the face of christianity. I thank the Lord for making me stronger and strengthening my growth and passion for his Word.
sure, I'm not upset to admit how much i've cried over silly stuff and unimportant things, making a mountain out of a stupid molehill, making my sister cry, making my mum cry, doing stupid stuff that made everyone upset, lied horribly, breaking promises to parents, not doing qt etc etc(i really can list all the bad things i've done down!)
but hey, you gain some,you lose some.whats the point of crying over a loss when damage has been done? at least i've picked up strong and meaningful friendships on the way, and for supportive and great friends, I thank You.
this is becoming a little random, I beg your pardonI learnt many lessons this year, looking back, we should really count our blessings and praise Him for everything.I feel that life is really too short for us to mourn over silly stuff,looking at tsunami clips playing on channel newsasia, i've discovered how fragile life's really is. in less a day, more than tens of thousands of lives are lost. we should seriously start treasuring all that we have and not be in depression over little things. step back people! look at the world from a different point of view, look at your problem differently. everyday we learn smth new, everyday we make mistakes, we can always make someone's day, why not today? look at things positively,treasure what God has given us(:
to my friends, or just anyone who cuts her/himself, think abt it.(i shall put this in a crude manner)the blood that you lose when you cut yourself, isnt it more worthwhile donating your body fluid to a worthy cause, red cross for example, to save someone else's life?you mean you'd rather sit alone in a dark corner and watch your blood drip away than do anything to save those precious droplets?stop cutting yourself! do smth more meaningful if you really enjoy pain.go donate blood. TREASURE YOUR LIFE!if not, others'.
ok i know this sounds funny and stuff, but yah, i'm trying to psycho people here!go away if you start laughing):Lord I want to sing and shout out Your name, and give You all my heart and soul. I pray that you will use me Lord, use me for Your purpose. help me Lord, not to be selfish and unforgiving, treat others how You want me to treat them Lord, not how i want them to treat me.I pray that i will embrace your children with love and kindness and not judge them,for only fools judge others.Lord, I thank You for allowing me to witness your wonderous power and shaping me to become a better Christian in such a short period.miracles happen and for that i thank You Lord.bless me and keep me, prepare me for the darker and dangerous days ahead, let me nvr to stray away from You Lord. In Jesus Name i pray, Amen.
